Bowling...

As if he read my mind or something, Kavin called me on Monday mornin at ard 11 when i was still snoozin and asked if i wd be able to go watchg movie with Anitha and him that evening... As i was on leave, i agreed immediately and at almost 5 he called again and said we were playin bowlin instead... though i liked the game.. i didnt noe how to play.. but he treated me and Anitha for 2 rounds of game at CSC at BB... Boy.. now i love the game... i wanna play again.. it was so funny with Anitha ard... and i had a split 7 fall... haha... Luckily Kavin was ard... But i had so much of fun... We den went to West Mall for dinner @ KFC... We sat at a void deck to chat before we shared a cab back home... This place was so nice to take pictures at... It was so beautiful!

Dun care abt all the superstition on how 3 ppl shd not take pictures together...

"Yesh Anitha, ur hair look darn nice in this picture... "

The handsome "hunk" n me... "Dun go Thailand la Kavi, den no one to treat me and Anitha for bowling games..."

Bukit Panjang Show.;..

Past weekend... i spend my days solely at Bukit Panjang..Friday met ma gals, Geetha and Annetha there as Aneetha had to conduct classes there... And hey.. .Aneetha is finally attached... Wish ya all de best gal... So 1 down... next willbe Geetha.. den finally will be me.. haha!... So me and geetha went for our ice creams at swensen's afterwhich slowly walked to the block where Aneetha was teachin... we played the song game.. where one of us will hum the middle part of a song and the other person will have to guess and sing the starting of it...When aneetha came she joined in... it was fun playing with the 80's song.. very challenging.. as Geetha has all the songs at the back of her head... We ended up at Cafe Cartel where Geetha had some salad and me and Aneetha shared the seafood combo... and loads of Roti... with butter... hehe...

Satrday, i went for Dhool 06 auditions.. been like forever since i last went to watch any dance competition... The ticket was a big problem.. but ma sis got it for me eventually... I like the gal who danced for SPX.. very pretty... bt i loved Nickesh production's dance and the one by Tridiac... Milky danced.. but not with insane immortals.. but for some new grp called Gen I.. After the auditions i went down to Vasu uncle's house from which we went down to BP plaza to set up for the show on the followin day... the SPICS boys came down and helped us... after which we went back...

On Sunday.. i made my way to BP plaza at around 4pm... we set up the system and did a dry run of the show.. and at 6 started to get ready.... I sang a total of 4 songs... Ammadi athadi, Boomiku Velichum ellam, Namma Kaatula and Partha Muthal Naalae.. Onli sad thing was, i didnt get to sing with Kavin.. cause he forgot to bring the lyrics for Dhavanipotta Deepavali...

But it all went well.. Everyone said my boomiku vellichum ellam was gud... Thanks Lavinis akka for exchangin Chinna Kaanan song for boomiku with me.. hehe... We took some pictures and here they are.. Pardon me for the extremely oily face of mine and of cos the punabi suit that didnt look gud afterall on me... ...

The gorgeous Farida, The cute Anitha and me!

Anitha, maself, Faridah with the entertainer, Sakthivel...

My most fav male singer with a great fren and cute gal...

The cousins in pink... Nandhini's 2nd sister...

The senior with the juniors... hahaha...

Check out all the red eyed devils...

The SPICS president and me....

In total the show was fun cos of all these cute and wonderful ppl... But i was beat tired at the end of the day and had to take the next day off... But i had fun on Monday too... read the next entry to noe why.... tata all!

my temper!

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall. You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults. Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion. A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

Feeling Low...

Vazhum Vazkai Yaarugaaga Sol..Thalaivaa...........

I juz happened to like this part of the machakkaari song...

Well.... how many time have ya pictured that wonderful life onli for somethings to happen to make you realise that life is afterall not really in our hands... As the tamil saying goes, we plan something and god decides another... I am not gonna say life has been cruel to me or anything like that... Life put me thru alot of phases.... I got hurt in some and i felt great in others... But sometimes, i realise i let the sad ones overwhelm the other...

Milky... The one guy i trully liked so much... I dun wanna use the word love here... Cos at 21, i realised, there is so much more for me to see b4 i decide this was it... But this guy, i trully cared for and i still do though i claim i have moved on without him in the picture... Yesh, i had a bf after i knew i like Milky, i was super close to this other guy and thought maybe it cud have been him(moment of stupidity in ma life) onli for him to prove that he is one hell of a moron who knew nothing abt caring and loving someone, nor did he noe the value of trust and respect... But this Milky guy... He still brings butterflies into ma tummy everytime i see him... Everytime i think abt him, everytime i recall the times we were so much closer den now, everytime i hear his voice, everytime i see something that reminds me something abt him... Different ppl have said different things abt him to me... The moron too said things abt him to me... But somewhat or rather, i cudnt see him differently...

How i met him... haha.... Even now when i recall those days... it brings a smile to ma face... Milky was someone i hated when i first so him... I realise i get fond of ppl whom i hate on first sight... hahaha.... But my first upclose look at him was at Aaraathana 2003... He had something so enticing abt him... it was like i had this huge crush on him...my frens knowing this wud disturb me when he is somewhere nearby... It was really a cute and funny situation...

Den came dhool 2003, i was helping out RP and he was dancing for NP.. so i saw more of him... and at one point of time we became frens... and den good close frens... I trully started caring for him... he was a fren more den a fren.. if ya get wat i mean....So many funny incidents... some sad ones.... De day he told me he knew i have some feelings more than mere frenship and how he likes this particular gal, i knew it was coming but i felt shattered as it was like reality slappin me right across ma face...

After a certain point of time... we grew further apart... Sometimes... when ya like someone so much... it does not mean u wanna, u noe, hold hands with him, whisper sweet nothings.. or hear him do that,or plan for a future together... Not really... i wanted to share a special frenship with him, whereby he trully knows and understands the care and concern i had for him...As a matter of fact, i cud neba picture myself with him... as a couple or anything like tat... but... haiz.... i am always lost for words to explain this...

I saw him again after such a long time... again... DHool.. haha... in 2003... when it was the quaterfinals in which his grp and Vani's grp danced... i looked all ard for him when it was his groups turn to dance... and he walked down so calm and cool the auditiorium with that ever cute smile... and in dhool 2006, he did juz the same... when i was lookin all ard for him, out of nowhere he came down the auditorium... Lookin cool and calm.. but i didnt see that smile...
I cudnt tok to him... as he was bz... But it was Dejavu... I kept playing back the nice things that happened a few yrs back... when he was so much closer...

Sometimes, when ppl who mean so much to u, move away...there is a void... Sometimes, another person can fill up that space... I thought that "moron" filled it up... But oni in the absense of that "moron"... i realised no one can fill this one.. yet at least.... Well if Milky is reading this...

"u are someone really special to me... whether or not u realise it and appreciate it... u always will be... i wish onli the best to ya and hope u get to live ya dreams... Love ya boy! (luv in this context is purely one anyone can have on anyone whom they care alot for)"

Okie.. got carried away in my emotional reflection... gotta run now... Singing in a Deepavali show today @ Bukit Panjang... Take care all!

Staff Dinner...

Well... These pass few weeks have been hectic... The O levels came to an end on the 31st... and My exams ended on the 3rd of Nov... Was really a tiring 3 weeks for me as i had to juggle with work and school... i got thru.. hopefully i did well for my exams... Vanitha celebrated her 21st on 4th Nov @ Khalsa, Kohinoor Palace.. It was a success.. i had fun being the emcee for the event.. well.. that will be a entry on its on with pictures when Vanz pass me some pictures taken that day... And my first ever trip to Asoka.. well i loved the live band... That will come along with some pictures once again in another entry....

The staff dinner was back this yr.. but Rina and Karen chose not to go.. so was a lil boring without them... but we made the best out of who we had.. Iskandar annan, Hejazi, our new CCA AE, MrLim, ma mum, Vasanthi and of cos me... we shared a halal table and had our own jokes and laughter... Below are some of the pictures taken that day.....

The mum and daughter pair...

The men from our table...
Me mum and Vasanthi with our pretty Siti!
The Mr and Ms Bloom...
The usual 4... Though Mr Lim and ma mummy dun tok...
Juz b4 heading back home... Playin with ma digicam..