I haven done a proper entr abt me since the year started... Well i am not gonna go... "i am super busy at work la"..."i got too many assignments at school".. though a part of it is true... But bottom line is i am juz pure lazy... yeah...
What has happen so far... 1 month into 2007... Hmmm well, i played the dating game ones again... After freaking 2 yrs i started toking to some one again and it lead to the whole dating thing... actually we got really comfortable tokin to each other and all. Those close to me would noe how the date went... But for the records, it was dejavu.... I saw Ben in him...
This guy was a lil more playful den Ben though but, certain things abt them were freakin similar that it scared me at the end of the day... It maybe a fantastic feeling to be held and loved after 2 yrs... But to enter a relationship just cos of that didnt seem rite to me... I told the guy i needed space and i dun wan this to end up like ma broken relationship with Ben... I guess he took it badly... he dun wanna answer my smses... So let it be.. I guess i shud stop this dumb obliging mindset of mine... I always feel for someone who dun bother to sit for a min and think how i am feelin... Why shud i?
If a gal says she needs space, it simply means she dun wanna make any fatal mistakes that cud "kill" either one of them... So bottomline its for the best of both...The foundation for a strong relationship shud be what the couple feel for each other, the love, the care etc.. etc... and not the kisses they share on their first date... I cant do it... Its so difficult for me now to accept it when a guy expresses interest in me... I feel like he is makin a fool outta me... yeah yeah call me paranoid... But can u blame me for that? Oh btw, the EX seem to be checkin ma frenster profile... haha.. guess he sensed me meetin someone... haha... watever...
Haiz... well well... Let time answer all these questions... for now.. its Thaipusam today.. a celebration for ma fav deity... Got a car for today as i will be bringing ma niece ard.... Its been 3 yrs since i last went for thaipusam... I guess its time i get a lil more religious... haha.. Afterall i owe it to the almighty for bringing me thru all the hardships and heartbreaks and setbacks... and of cos showering me with the seasonal happiness and joy... I am happy... I met Geetha and Aneetha on Monday after ma date and I can neba feel any better... Though i was feeling miserable after the date, these gals knew juz how to change ma mood and make me luff again.. and yesh Geetha Pastamania rules...
Okie.. gotta go get ready some things for practicals later... May god bless all on these joyous celebration for lord Muruga!